What If You’re Not Broken?

Enlightened Life Fellowship Zen Buddist Church in Colorado Springs, Colorado USA

Let me ask you something radical.

What if the way your mind works… isn’t wrong?

What if your spiraling thoughts, your sudden tears, your constant inner checking, what if none of it needs fixing?

What if you’re not broken?

Applied Zen doesn’t start with the assumption that you’re a problem to solve.

It starts with the truth that you’re a person, awake, alert, deeply feeling, and maybe a little tired of carrying everyone else’s silence.

You overthink because you notice things.

You freeze because your body remembers.

You second-guess because somewhere along the way, trusting yourself became dangerous.

This is not dysfunction. This is adaptation.

And Zen doesn’t punish you for it.

It simply asks: Can you stay with yourself now, the way you are?

No upgrades. No edits. No fixing.

Just presence.

What I love about Zen is that it doesn’t demand a better version of you before you’re allowed to sit.

You come as-is.

You sit with the whole mess.

And the practice isn’t about becoming someone new, it’s about remembering who you were before you were told to be smaller.

Applied Zen means taking your raw, wired, brilliant, exhausted self and saying:

You get to rest here.

You get to breathe without improving.

You get to feel without filtering.

You get to stop performing resilience and start practicing self-honesty.

Because what if you’re not broken?

What if this sensitivity is your gateway to presence?

What if the very thing you’ve been trying to manage is the same thing that opens the door to deep compassion?

Zen isn’t here to fix you.

It’s here to sit beside you until you finally believe you were never broken in the first place.

And once that lands, even for a second, everything begins to soften.

Not because you’re healed.

Because you’re held.